selfhatetoselflove
Active Member
I was supposed to go to a riding lesson this morning, but the barn is 1-2 hours away by trains without a car. I have a big anxiety about this commute every time I visit there, but as I heard that it would rain later today, the anxiety got HUGE. I couldn't go to a riding lesson. I am very very upset and I feel my day is already gone although I woke up very early being excited to see horses today. I feel worst among these past few weeks. I couldn't help hitting my legs with my fist very hard with the upsetting feelings that I cannot do anything with.
Does anyone relate to me? Does anyone have advice? (I know I should get a car although I have a huge anxiety in driving as well, I have a license...)
Does anyone relate to me? Does anyone have advice? (I know I should get a car although I have a huge anxiety in driving as well, I have a license...)