As sweet as-pie
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Hi all, I've just gotten home from my medical assessment for PIP with Independent Assessment Services (Formerly ATOS). If any of you are familiar with spoon theory, I am very low on spoons right now.
I attended the appointment with my dad because even though I'm now 18, he pretty much talks for me in all professional situations.
On the form they asked if there was anything they could do to make the appointment easier, and I said that a quick appointment with no waiting time would be helpful, but I still had a 10 minute wait. I can't help but think this was intentional.
Anyone familiar with IAS/ATOS knows that they are notorious for their reputation. It's also common knowledge that they are paid for every patient they decline. This is the country we're living in...
I often become non-verbal in appointments/professional or formal situations and with new people overall.
When the assessor first greeted me, he was overly friendly and even though I find it hard to read people I could see right through it.
I did not speak or make eye contact once. My dad answered all questions for me and I used gestures which weren't well understood by anyone. The assessor then said "if you can't speak for yourself then I'm just going to have to put no answer for everything". I've since realised this was a very clear trick as it would be nonsensical for this to be policy if one of the issues you're claiming for is mutism. I asked if I could write instead, and suddenly it wasn't an issue and he moved on.
Throughout the assessment I was asked questions about daily life and my dad explained about my severe executive dysfunction. None of it was exaggerated, if I lived alone I would not eat or drink or shower or probably move for days/weeks. The assessor didn't believe me and made a few sarcastic remarks such as "but you feel hunger?" "but you can think about it?"
It came onto how autism affects me and he asked what the "symptoms were" he also asked "so you've had it since 2017?" and my dad had to explain it's not something you get. He also asked why it wasn't being treated. Honestly why can't these people have even basic understanding of autism. These people get to decide if I have money to live on and yet are utterly incompetent.
He also stated that "meltdowns" were just feelings and wrote this on the report. Someone who thinks that an autistic meltdown is "just a feeling" has clearly never experienced nor witnessed one. Him saying this made me want to go out in public just to meltdown and if a professional was alerted, I could just tell them not to worry as it was "just a feeling".
Now we wait for the decision! I just needed to vent somewhere. Thanks for reading if you got this far.
I attended the appointment with my dad because even though I'm now 18, he pretty much talks for me in all professional situations.
On the form they asked if there was anything they could do to make the appointment easier, and I said that a quick appointment with no waiting time would be helpful, but I still had a 10 minute wait. I can't help but think this was intentional.
Anyone familiar with IAS/ATOS knows that they are notorious for their reputation. It's also common knowledge that they are paid for every patient they decline. This is the country we're living in...
I often become non-verbal in appointments/professional or formal situations and with new people overall.
When the assessor first greeted me, he was overly friendly and even though I find it hard to read people I could see right through it.
I did not speak or make eye contact once. My dad answered all questions for me and I used gestures which weren't well understood by anyone. The assessor then said "if you can't speak for yourself then I'm just going to have to put no answer for everything". I've since realised this was a very clear trick as it would be nonsensical for this to be policy if one of the issues you're claiming for is mutism. I asked if I could write instead, and suddenly it wasn't an issue and he moved on.
Throughout the assessment I was asked questions about daily life and my dad explained about my severe executive dysfunction. None of it was exaggerated, if I lived alone I would not eat or drink or shower or probably move for days/weeks. The assessor didn't believe me and made a few sarcastic remarks such as "but you feel hunger?" "but you can think about it?"
It came onto how autism affects me and he asked what the "symptoms were" he also asked "so you've had it since 2017?" and my dad had to explain it's not something you get. He also asked why it wasn't being treated. Honestly why can't these people have even basic understanding of autism. These people get to decide if I have money to live on and yet are utterly incompetent.
He also stated that "meltdowns" were just feelings and wrote this on the report. Someone who thinks that an autistic meltdown is "just a feeling" has clearly never experienced nor witnessed one. Him saying this made me want to go out in public just to meltdown and if a professional was alerted, I could just tell them not to worry as it was "just a feeling".

Now we wait for the decision! I just needed to vent somewhere. Thanks for reading if you got this far.
