I have always loved animals - but though I cared for them, I didn't really bond with them - and they didn't seem to bond with me. My parents used to make fun of me for that, actually. And I didn't experience the sense of calm that is supposed to happen when petting your pet. Now, I've had my dog for 10 years. She's adopted. She has been with me through the most stressful times of my adult life! Yet I was often too distracted to pay attention to her - I didn't neglect her, but rather even when there was time I could have paid attention to her or enjoyed her company, I was focused on other things (like obsessions or worries). I always felt like I was her steward - but the feelings I would have for her were concern for her wellbeing or guilt for not playing with her enough or annoyance that while I was trying to do something she was just staring at me and making this quiet noise that absolutely dove me batty. Though recently I remembered, I used to like that noise, because it meant she was happy - now I think she makes it to try to get my attention, like saying, "I need love!" and so I felt guilty.
Then randomly, I had a true heartfelt (not just intellectual) realization that she is here to be my friend. I think that's just one of those social barrierss that I just wasn't fathoming before - it just suddenly dawned on me - yes, something so utterly basic to most people I guess, but for me, it was really a huge change - for the first time, I felt a flood of love in my heart for another being - it was warm love, not that flood of concern/care tinged with fear that signals that I want to take good care of her - it was appreciation for what she can do for me. I just only suddenly realized all that she has to offer, and I finally took real pleasure in just playing with her and petting her, all of that - after 10 years of owning her, and after many more years of owning several other types of pets.
So.....not only will I now enjoy all the benefits of pet ownership, the therapeutic effects that I think most are talking about (calming, etc.), but I think it actually helped a breakthrough with my Aspergers (not that other Aspies had this particular issue, but I have).
How have your pets been therapeutic for you...?
Then randomly, I had a true heartfelt (not just intellectual) realization that she is here to be my friend. I think that's just one of those social barrierss that I just wasn't fathoming before - it just suddenly dawned on me - yes, something so utterly basic to most people I guess, but for me, it was really a huge change - for the first time, I felt a flood of love in my heart for another being - it was warm love, not that flood of concern/care tinged with fear that signals that I want to take good care of her - it was appreciation for what she can do for me. I just only suddenly realized all that she has to offer, and I finally took real pleasure in just playing with her and petting her, all of that - after 10 years of owning her, and after many more years of owning several other types of pets.
So.....not only will I now enjoy all the benefits of pet ownership, the therapeutic effects that I think most are talking about (calming, etc.), but I think it actually helped a breakthrough with my Aspergers (not that other Aspies had this particular issue, but I have).
How have your pets been therapeutic for you...?