Eggnog
Forever a bit confused
Sometimes i really get into a bit of a funk. I think about all the conversations i have with people and i feel as though i don’t know my real identity.
Right now i was just thinking of posting a comment on a YouTube video. I usually don’t do this just due to anxiety, but this time I wanted to. As i was writing out my comment i felt as though what i said didn’t represent me.. but I wouldn’t know what to say that would.
I feel as though I’m just always trying to blend into the situation, so i can’t give a response that actually would be the way i want to say it. It’s rather exhausting.
Has anyone else experienced anything similar, and if so is there anything you’ve figured to calm this or make it feel more natural creating a response?
(I’m sorry if this doesn’t make too much sense, my brain is rambling)
Right now i was just thinking of posting a comment on a YouTube video. I usually don’t do this just due to anxiety, but this time I wanted to. As i was writing out my comment i felt as though what i said didn’t represent me.. but I wouldn’t know what to say that would.
I feel as though I’m just always trying to blend into the situation, so i can’t give a response that actually would be the way i want to say it. It’s rather exhausting.
Has anyone else experienced anything similar, and if so is there anything you’ve figured to calm this or make it feel more natural creating a response?
(I’m sorry if this doesn’t make too much sense, my brain is rambling)