Shakermaker
New Member
Ive always known i am different, and need your guys advice from what i have read online to see if i have aspergers.
I have been on antidepressants for 20 years now but never been diagnosed with Asperger's by a doctor. The main thing i have a problem with is large groups. I usually keep very quiet because if i start a conversation i know i will not know what to say after the introduction of myself, i have very little interest in what people are saying unless its something that im intrested in. I have very little sympathy for people, don't keep in contact at all really with my parents unless they bug me about it. I hate kids, my wife has a big family with alot of kids on her side, i despise them coming to the house to the point i will drive off somewhere so i have to spend less time at home.
I stress about everything especially work, im a salary worker and will work 12-13 hour days to finish something even if i know it can be done tomorrow. I mean i get stressed to the point that i will not go to the bathroom to pee unless i finish something i have set in my mind as a goal to finish by a certain time.
I have a routine at work that i cannot break, i have to get coffee at the exact same time, press the buttons on the coffee machine a certain way. Pull 5 paper towels to dry my hands after washing them.
Just reading what i wrote i sound insane and a horrible person, but this is the first time i have told anyone this.
I have been on antidepressants for 20 years now but never been diagnosed with Asperger's by a doctor. The main thing i have a problem with is large groups. I usually keep very quiet because if i start a conversation i know i will not know what to say after the introduction of myself, i have very little interest in what people are saying unless its something that im intrested in. I have very little sympathy for people, don't keep in contact at all really with my parents unless they bug me about it. I hate kids, my wife has a big family with alot of kids on her side, i despise them coming to the house to the point i will drive off somewhere so i have to spend less time at home.
I stress about everything especially work, im a salary worker and will work 12-13 hour days to finish something even if i know it can be done tomorrow. I mean i get stressed to the point that i will not go to the bathroom to pee unless i finish something i have set in my mind as a goal to finish by a certain time.
I have a routine at work that i cannot break, i have to get coffee at the exact same time, press the buttons on the coffee machine a certain way. Pull 5 paper towels to dry my hands after washing them.
Just reading what i wrote i sound insane and a horrible person, but this is the first time i have told anyone this.