I need to stop my medications. I've had enough, I can tell they are inhibiting my thought processes. Problem is, my wife is gonna flat out KILL ME if I go off my medication. Like, she's gonna be livid. I don't know what to do. I was pretty paranoid before going back on my meds and I'm afraid all that is gonna come back. The people on this site that I trust have all said that antipsychotics medications are a bad Idea. What do I do about my paranoia without the meds? I don't want to continue destroying my brain with these medications. I want to get on Vyvanse or something. I will talk to my psychiatrist.