I feel like things are slipping away so fast my grandmother is in a nursing care. I'm stuck without my regular home. There's so many things that are not in my control right now. The people think can be more in my control.
I tried to advise my family members minus my grandmother because she wasn't really there when the fire and stuff happened that we need to get some sort of legal help and be able to get away to get some compensation at least for what happened we did have renters insurance and such
I may be going into a residence, but then I’m gonna miss my friends. I’m gonna lose them for a weekend away trips I feel like I work so hard to even be friends with and not get afraid and into myself and such
At the same time, I’ll be reiterating to myself that things are never going back to the way they used to be I mean, I already know that just that sometimes my body won’t adjust like sometimes I wake up pretty frequently actually and have no idea where I am as if Partial amnesia for like five minutes
The place that I am with my family is pretty tight, which is why I need to be in a residential place
Move when it comes to regular things I feel like I’ve been regressing in certain ways like reading and writing normally, I edit things or use AI to help complete what I don’t remember or can’t articulate
I hated that I’ve been using it for everything lately, but at the same time I like the technology for certain things
I feel like sometimes people know me better than I know myself, even my peers in my groups
Reading is insanely difficult and writing. Well you can imagine how hard that can be when you can barely read at least at this point in time.
Regardless, I still like to write I feel like the story that I want needs to be told somehow
In conclusion
To sum it up for everyone who doesn’t want to read a wall of text
Things have been very frustrating, both in my transition from the fire and such trying to not regress in my skills and I’m fearful of a lot of things as well as the fact that I will be cut off from certain activities with people that I’ve I’ve gained as friends.
If this is not a description enough for you, please if you are able to try to read what you can thank you
Please note all this was written with speech to text with almost no editing
I tried to advise my family members minus my grandmother because she wasn't really there when the fire and stuff happened that we need to get some sort of legal help and be able to get away to get some compensation at least for what happened we did have renters insurance and such
I may be going into a residence, but then I’m gonna miss my friends. I’m gonna lose them for a weekend away trips I feel like I work so hard to even be friends with and not get afraid and into myself and such
At the same time, I’ll be reiterating to myself that things are never going back to the way they used to be I mean, I already know that just that sometimes my body won’t adjust like sometimes I wake up pretty frequently actually and have no idea where I am as if Partial amnesia for like five minutes
The place that I am with my family is pretty tight, which is why I need to be in a residential place
Move when it comes to regular things I feel like I’ve been regressing in certain ways like reading and writing normally, I edit things or use AI to help complete what I don’t remember or can’t articulate
I hated that I’ve been using it for everything lately, but at the same time I like the technology for certain things
I feel like sometimes people know me better than I know myself, even my peers in my groups
Reading is insanely difficult and writing. Well you can imagine how hard that can be when you can barely read at least at this point in time.
Regardless, I still like to write I feel like the story that I want needs to be told somehow
In conclusion
To sum it up for everyone who doesn’t want to read a wall of text
Things have been very frustrating, both in my transition from the fire and such trying to not regress in my skills and I’m fearful of a lot of things as well as the fact that I will be cut off from certain activities with people that I’ve I’ve gained as friends.
If this is not a description enough for you, please if you are able to try to read what you can thank you
Please note all this was written with speech to text with almost no editing
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