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A month ago I was a victim of a severe anxiety and a depression. I was lonely, I could concentrate and I was totally lost. For years I tried every single thing my mind could think of, I tried all to alleviate my symptoms. Every single thing I did not help. All the meditation did help believe on myself though but I still could concentrate. I found myself playing with my hands when I am studying or relaxing. I could focus at anything. My attentions was gone. I started blaming myself. I told myself that I was probably a idiotic and a evil lazy person. It was a horrible. I felt tremendously guilty, specially on my late twenties. I could bare with th idea that I was possibly not caring for himself and my family. It was really depressing. I couldnt bare it anymore. I forced myself to seek help. I thought that perhaps my traumas were the ones to blame for my troubles. I didn't have idea that I was having Aspergers. I believed I had some attention anxiety disorder or a posible depression. But after analyzing my childhood past and my symptoms my sychologist came with the conclusion that I was a Aspie. I have to confess that I didn't believe it at the beginning. But after a long research and a analysys on interviews to people with the same syndrome I became more and more aware of my condition. I was mad I was sad I was happy I was relief because every single thing on my life was starting to make sense. I stopped hating myself and decided to start a new life. I still need to understand more about me and about my battles to come. I will appreciate any recommendation. Thank You.
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