What do you do if you lust over someone that is not yours and do not even know why why you do it
Except the feeling feels nice so you become hooked
But you do not actually want to be physical with them
But it sure feels nice when people get the things you love
And you never thought this would be an issue but...
It has ruined my life
Because as an autistic i do not know how to break it and My life is screwed because of it.
Because it feels nice for me and kind of satisfying for a while but honestly the person is taken and it is complicated to say the least
It is just because of autistic behaviour something feels nice so therefore you are hooked
And my life is so ruined because of dumb autistic behavior and these have been the worst issues ever because of loneliness
And it makes me sad
Because it takes away my truth and what makes me feel happy.
Why can I not be happy?
Except the feeling feels nice so you become hooked
But you do not actually want to be physical with them
But it sure feels nice when people get the things you love
And you never thought this would be an issue but...
It has ruined my life
Because as an autistic i do not know how to break it and My life is screwed because of it.
Because it feels nice for me and kind of satisfying for a while but honestly the person is taken and it is complicated to say the least
It is just because of autistic behaviour something feels nice so therefore you are hooked
And my life is so ruined because of dumb autistic behavior and these have been the worst issues ever because of loneliness
And it makes me sad
Because it takes away my truth and what makes me feel happy.
Why can I not be happy?