I try, and try everyday socially. I have a lot of anxiety and stress in social situations.
I’m not feeling the best right now because i’m still unemployed after graduating. Seeing my peers excel and move forwards isn’t helping.
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This evening something on Facebook really upset me.
- I’m just back from a trip to London. Yesterday I uploaded photos with the status “photos of my trip to London. I’m having a great time, I am happy to get out of Northern Ireland, really depressing there. Don’t know how someone could choose to spend the rest of their life there?”. Which is what I believe.
- So, a guy from a local Autistic club wrote “you should be a politician”. I said why. He said “because you always whine” (this is the second time he’s said this).
- So I told him that he could delete me if he didn’t like my posts. So, that’s what he did.
- However, upon further inspection a colleague from my University also deleted me at that moment.
Now, at the moment i’m feeling very hurt. Why? Because I feel that people have very negative opinion of my FB profile because I have noticed a lack of likes and interactions with me on there in the last year.
I used to use it to vent about my depression and isolation at University. I know that this was wrong, and I won’t do this again. It’s just upsetting that people choose to form a negative opinion of me based on that time period where I was venting about my troubles, rather than to help me.
So, regarding the colleague. I am very, hurt and upset about this. I hold this person to high regard due to their maturity and high intelligence. I have never had any rows or confrontation with this person. It is upsetting that he has chosen to delete me.
I don’t know, I guess i’m saying i’m living my life the way I always do as I am and people are getting agitated at me. This is hurting me and making me go onwards, not talking and just feeling like nobody actually likes me, at all.
I really do not set out to offend people.
I am struggling with this. I need to talk to someone.
I’m not feeling the best right now because i’m still unemployed after graduating. Seeing my peers excel and move forwards isn’t helping.
______
This evening something on Facebook really upset me.
- I’m just back from a trip to London. Yesterday I uploaded photos with the status “photos of my trip to London. I’m having a great time, I am happy to get out of Northern Ireland, really depressing there. Don’t know how someone could choose to spend the rest of their life there?”. Which is what I believe.
- So, a guy from a local Autistic club wrote “you should be a politician”. I said why. He said “because you always whine” (this is the second time he’s said this).
- So I told him that he could delete me if he didn’t like my posts. So, that’s what he did.
- However, upon further inspection a colleague from my University also deleted me at that moment.
Now, at the moment i’m feeling very hurt. Why? Because I feel that people have very negative opinion of my FB profile because I have noticed a lack of likes and interactions with me on there in the last year.
I used to use it to vent about my depression and isolation at University. I know that this was wrong, and I won’t do this again. It’s just upsetting that people choose to form a negative opinion of me based on that time period where I was venting about my troubles, rather than to help me.
So, regarding the colleague. I am very, hurt and upset about this. I hold this person to high regard due to their maturity and high intelligence. I have never had any rows or confrontation with this person. It is upsetting that he has chosen to delete me.
I don’t know, I guess i’m saying i’m living my life the way I always do as I am and people are getting agitated at me. This is hurting me and making me go onwards, not talking and just feeling like nobody actually likes me, at all.
I really do not set out to offend people.
I am struggling with this. I need to talk to someone.