Walking Oxymoron
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*Sorry but I had to edit.
I am here now because I can finally see that I definitely have all the traits plus a few extra that I have no idea what they are. For instance, as a kid I had a severe fear that if I turned around and didn't turn back around then the whole world would change (people, places, and situations). This made getting into bed quite difficult as I'd have to get back up, turn around and then lay back down. I know it sounds crazy and I realized how irrational it was by the time I was 10, so I forced myself to stop doing it which wasn't easy. Then here years later, 2 weeks ago actually, I realized that I didn't actually stop it, it only changed form because I can't roll 360 in bed with out having to roll back! Only I never let myself wonder why until now and for all these years only thought about it in terms of contemplating what way would be most comfortable to move.
That might be too much information so I'll go ahead and end this introductory post. I'm not really sure if this is even the right place. But I guess its a good place to start.
I am here now because I can finally see that I definitely have all the traits plus a few extra that I have no idea what they are. For instance, as a kid I had a severe fear that if I turned around and didn't turn back around then the whole world would change (people, places, and situations). This made getting into bed quite difficult as I'd have to get back up, turn around and then lay back down. I know it sounds crazy and I realized how irrational it was by the time I was 10, so I forced myself to stop doing it which wasn't easy. Then here years later, 2 weeks ago actually, I realized that I didn't actually stop it, it only changed form because I can't roll 360 in bed with out having to roll back! Only I never let myself wonder why until now and for all these years only thought about it in terms of contemplating what way would be most comfortable to move.
That might be too much information so I'll go ahead and end this introductory post. I'm not really sure if this is even the right place. But I guess its a good place to start.
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