barbarian
Member
Hello,
21 years old male here, mainly interested in fractals, Excel, Web development, German shepherds and music.
I'm currently going through a diagnosis process with a psychology professional, and decided to join the forum after reading many interesting posts here. Besides suffering from abuse as a child, through all my life I suffered from social isolation by colleagues, severe anxiety which led to drug abuse, self medication and an attempt at suicide.
The perception that always followed me wherever I go is that every human interaction is shallow and impossible to be deepened, always leading to awkwardness and bad relations with everyone. It doesn't really matter for me that others may not have the best impression of my personality, but the social inability gets me further from what I want and/or need most of the times.
It becomes hard to live in a world where I feel out of tune all the time, so withdrawal is my main response to everything.
I hope the forum helps me, and I wish God bless you all.
21 years old male here, mainly interested in fractals, Excel, Web development, German shepherds and music.
I'm currently going through a diagnosis process with a psychology professional, and decided to join the forum after reading many interesting posts here. Besides suffering from abuse as a child, through all my life I suffered from social isolation by colleagues, severe anxiety which led to drug abuse, self medication and an attempt at suicide.
The perception that always followed me wherever I go is that every human interaction is shallow and impossible to be deepened, always leading to awkwardness and bad relations with everyone. It doesn't really matter for me that others may not have the best impression of my personality, but the social inability gets me further from what I want and/or need most of the times.
It becomes hard to live in a world where I feel out of tune all the time, so withdrawal is my main response to everything.
I hope the forum helps me, and I wish God bless you all.