Today my mother wanted to go to church to pray for a specific intention, so I offered to go with her. We waited for several minutes before the Mass began, but the social stress was too much for me to handle, so I had to leave. I told her I would walk home, but she offered to leave with me, having already said the prayers for her intention.
I used to have a full-time job, but had to quit it at the beginning of this year after suffering my third nervous breakdown. I'm applying for disability, and currently spend most of my time at home. I've noticed my isolation seems to make it harder than formerly to do relatively "simple" things like going to church once a week.
What really bugs me is that there is very little recognition in the world today of how, for some people, things involving other people (however more or less "social" you want to call it) are just not desirable. Everything has to have a social component to it. I know that's just how the human species is normally wired, but of all the different circumstances that people take into account, they never consider that the social aspect may be unpleasant. I really hate this species.
I used to have a full-time job, but had to quit it at the beginning of this year after suffering my third nervous breakdown. I'm applying for disability, and currently spend most of my time at home. I've noticed my isolation seems to make it harder than formerly to do relatively "simple" things like going to church once a week.
What really bugs me is that there is very little recognition in the world today of how, for some people, things involving other people (however more or less "social" you want to call it) are just not desirable. Everything has to have a social component to it. I know that's just how the human species is normally wired, but of all the different circumstances that people take into account, they never consider that the social aspect may be unpleasant. I really hate this species.