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Too many feelings.

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Once in a while i get back to my old obsessions and some ships just captivate me. Like, Takumi/Reira. Childhood friends turned lovers? Us against the world? Brooding man/gentle girl? It has everything and more.

It is about a horrible person who is completely aware of what he is and makes no excuses, putting this girl on a pedestal even though she is just as flawed as he is. Just as obsessed with him as he is obsessed with her. They deserve each other in one word.

Takumi's perception is so skewed when it comes to the world, himself and Reira he sees this one person, just one, completely isolated from the filthy world. She is his sanctuary and someone he must protect. He belongs in the filthy world, and he must protect her from himself too. Little does he understand that she wants to be corrupted by him.

My thoughts are such a mess and can't even articulate myself. I just wish this horrible, toxic pair was more explored by fanartists. *sigh*

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