Rambling

There is that song i listen to once in a while. It speaks of 90s and the childhood of the singer. It made me think of my own Childhood and i burst into tears while listening to it. But it felt good. I thought of myself as that Child, wanting to have fun and bbe innocent but all the while not feeling innocent. Unspoken needs, uspoken pain. It's all over now but just thinking of that Child made me cry. No one helped her. I wish i could go back in time, to say that it will be alright. Just wait a bit, endure a bit more and you will make it. You will understand everything.

Maybe in the future i will think the same about my current self. Things i don't understand now will be clear and i will be in a good, safe place.