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The day started out bad but got better in the evening when my friend and her 5 yo daughter dropped by. She seems to like me even though i am not a particularly nurturing or empathetic person. Actually most children seem to like me for some strange reason. Maybe bc i am honest and childlike too.

I also managed to read a little more of Piranesi, i still like Val Ketterley even though he might be heavily involved in this scheme. I like villains and hard headed characters and i cant lie!

Now chilling while listening to Clannad's Legend album and thinking of that Avalon scenario in my head. Not thinking of work, i have decided to go easy on myself.

Even if i do get fired i am not a failure. Even if i fail i am not a failure. It is okay to simply live.

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