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My mom is ill with vertigo. They don't know the cause yet. I hope its nothing bad, i sort of couldn't process what happened when my dad explained today.
I Wonder what will happen to me when my mom dies. I don't have any friends, siblings or close relatives. My parents are all i have in this world.

I don't know if i can hold out much longer. I don' t have enough strength and i am afraid of being left without support. Feel like a sheep among wolves. Who have everything they need, and wouldn't hesitate to step on anyone they seem weaker. They are so scary, like monsters.

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