I finally started a plan with my dietitian last Thursday and so far I've been following it pretty well. Though I discovered that I can no longer eat PB&J because it goes over my limit of 45mg carbohydrates per meal. Even if it's on whole wheat bread. Right now I'm stuck using the microwave for all my meals except breakfast, where I have to scrambled eggs in the morning with mushrooms. Losing weight is my biggest priority so I don't worsen my diabetes or cholesterol but it's still very overwhelming. I genuinely hope it gets easier soon.