I guess when you experience everything alone, without having anyone to share your happiness and sadness you start to gaslight yourself into the thought that" its all in your head" your problems are not real,, your feelings are not real and its still not real when you cannot eat from anxiety and self hatred. But these experiences are real and this is your life and your pain. You know it best how to deal with your pain and problems.
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A life unlived
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