GadAbout
Well-Known Member
Masking is something you do to "fit in." In my hospital example, a smile (from a neurotypical) conveyed caring and reassurance at a time when I felt vulnerable. The teacher who smiled at me wasn't trying to fit in, he was just flashing a smile of recognition.I've also considered smiling and making eye contact to be part of my masking. Done quite deliberately to pacify or reassure NTs in my presence. While I know how and why to do it, it will never be natural for me to do as such.
These days, quite frankly I wouldn't feel compelled to do so in a conversation with one of my own kind. I can fake an appearance of being Neurotypical, but there's never going to be any methodology to actually make me become as such.
Or have you ever been hospitalized and had a grouchy nurse... and other times, a "nice" nurse who smiles and seems to care? It makes a difference in how you feel!
With my husband who has dementia, sometimes I do mask my true feelings, because he needs the warmth and encouragement. It's a sacrifice I am making willingly to be a good caregiver to him. The motive for this masking is not to "fit in," make friends and influence people. The motive is to make my mate feel better and keep the overall tone in our household positive.
Like I said above, you never know what another person may be going through. This is reason enough to be a warm, accepting person. The fact that good things come back to you is just a bonus!