RSD = Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria
It feels like I've been kicked in the chest. It gives me a sudden bout of depression and loneliness.
Today I noticed everyone at work but me got their own personalised cup. Only a couple of others didn't, but I have a feeling they have but their's haven't been revealed yet. I feel so underappreciated.
It's not about wanting a cup, it's just a matter of principle. I hate feeling left out or being treated differently. It always happens to me. You'd have thought I'd be used to it, but I have never got used to it. Each time it happens it just feels worse each time. Makes me question my whole existence.
With RSD, this sort of thing bothers you. It might seem silly to some, but to me it's huge. It's heartbreaking. Makes me feel like I'm a nobody on the outside. Makes me want to shoot myself.
It feels like I've been kicked in the chest. It gives me a sudden bout of depression and loneliness.
Today I noticed everyone at work but me got their own personalised cup. Only a couple of others didn't, but I have a feeling they have but their's haven't been revealed yet. I feel so underappreciated.
It's not about wanting a cup, it's just a matter of principle. I hate feeling left out or being treated differently. It always happens to me. You'd have thought I'd be used to it, but I have never got used to it. Each time it happens it just feels worse each time. Makes me question my whole existence.
With RSD, this sort of thing bothers you. It might seem silly to some, but to me it's huge. It's heartbreaking. Makes me feel like I'm a nobody on the outside. Makes me want to shoot myself.