I have serious hyperactivity. I always have. I would bang my head (into soft things) and could not sit at all.
Now I cannot get that feeling out. Here is my routine.
I will wake up and run for an hour and walk for an hour. then I hit THREE gyms because I am embarrassed. So I will do two or three hours at the first and maybe one hour at the others.
My body gives out before I do. I literally did 135 pull ups in an hour and half and injured my arms but I was ready for more. I had to stop pullups for months because I had muscle trauma. I almost gave myself rahbdomyolisis or whatever that is called.
If it is a holiday I am pacing like an animal and crying me eyes out and hysterical. This is NOT an eating disorder, it's literally me climbing out of my skin.
I have tried meds. I have many paradoxical reactions and anaphylaxis , etc. I would like to be able to sit through a movie without feeling like I want to pound my arms and legs and getting up and like restless leg but the whole body and way worse!!!
Someone else must have this.......it's like the way LFA rock and rock and hit their heads. I TOTALLY GET THAT. That is what it feels like.
Now I cannot get that feeling out. Here is my routine.
I will wake up and run for an hour and walk for an hour. then I hit THREE gyms because I am embarrassed. So I will do two or three hours at the first and maybe one hour at the others.
My body gives out before I do. I literally did 135 pull ups in an hour and half and injured my arms but I was ready for more. I had to stop pullups for months because I had muscle trauma. I almost gave myself rahbdomyolisis or whatever that is called.
If it is a holiday I am pacing like an animal and crying me eyes out and hysterical. This is NOT an eating disorder, it's literally me climbing out of my skin.
I have tried meds. I have many paradoxical reactions and anaphylaxis , etc. I would like to be able to sit through a movie without feeling like I want to pound my arms and legs and getting up and like restless leg but the whole body and way worse!!!
Someone else must have this.......it's like the way LFA rock and rock and hit their heads. I TOTALLY GET THAT. That is what it feels like.