Was This A good Idea?

[ThePastelBookworm]

So today I rejoined a website. That when I lost my mother. I had pretty bad behavior on. I apologize to everyone I did wrong to because the guilt I felt inside. I created a story on there & wrote of them a deep sincere apology letter. Since they were online Roleplay friends.

I feel relief that I did this cos it's been eating me up for past two years. I know they don't have to accept my apology. At least I tried to become a better person by doing the right thing. I am using this as a lesson to learn that I am not perfect.

That I was in very bad place when I met them. I was acting out because I missed my mother so much. I watched her pass away in front of me. It deeply affected me, it still does. It shouldn't be the reason I caused this behavior. I think I am starting to grow as person & adult. Something happened to me that really changed my outlook on life. I want to change I want to be a better person. I want to be a better friend. I want to be sounding nicer to people. I want to be an overall being human being...

 

[Keigan]

I think I am starting to grow as person & adult. Something happened to me that really changed my outlook on life. I want to change I want to be a better person. I want to be a better friend. I want to be sounding nicer to people. I want to be an overall being human being...

Good for you.

 

[ThePastelBookworm]

Good for you.

Thanks..I really felt like I needed to do this.

 

[Idahocalypse]

I understand how you feel, I also have many regrets about the way I've treated others online. The best (and really only) thing to do is to apologize and try to move on with your life.