Daydreamer
Scatterbrained Creative
Do you ever think about having a conversation with someone repeatedly, even though it is unlikely that this conversation will ever occur? I do. Sometimes I'll daydream about it randomly.
The same situation, the same conversation over and over. I might even get sick of it, but can't seem to stop. Usually it does though. Eventually.
A recent one was when someone touched upon a sensitive subject for me. They had no way of knowing this, because we hadn't talked about my past in any detail. So I kept thinking about what I would say if they inquired any further. They didn't. I was relieved, and the thoughts stopped.
However, then another one appeared. It featured telling a person the truth about something I had lied about ages ago. Mainly out of curiosity, because I began to wonder what would happen if I told them the truth when I next met them. But it wouldn't make much sense if I did. It would be completely out of nowhere, most likely they have probably forgotten about it. A non-issue that probably wouldn't make much sense to them if I brought it up.
I used to think about the things I'd love to say to those I held grudges against or otherwise had unresolved business with. Now that I've accepted things and moved on, I no longer have these potential (albeit unlikely to happen) conversations in my mind.
The same situation, the same conversation over and over. I might even get sick of it, but can't seem to stop. Usually it does though. Eventually.
A recent one was when someone touched upon a sensitive subject for me. They had no way of knowing this, because we hadn't talked about my past in any detail. So I kept thinking about what I would say if they inquired any further. They didn't. I was relieved, and the thoughts stopped.
However, then another one appeared. It featured telling a person the truth about something I had lied about ages ago. Mainly out of curiosity, because I began to wonder what would happen if I told them the truth when I next met them. But it wouldn't make much sense if I did. It would be completely out of nowhere, most likely they have probably forgotten about it. A non-issue that probably wouldn't make much sense to them if I brought it up.
I used to think about the things I'd love to say to those I held grudges against or otherwise had unresolved business with. Now that I've accepted things and moved on, I no longer have these potential (albeit unlikely to happen) conversations in my mind.