This is mainly what I wrote in my journal last night some parts redacted.
My day started out decent then ended crappy. I went to yoga in the morning and did restorative with redacted. It was actually good that I was the only student. I was able to do stretches I could not do.
After I got home and rested all I can think of was going to the park event at Cobble Hill Park. I was not sure of the food situation so I made sure I had a good lunch by having a sandwich at the deli. I then went on my MacBook after my nap then left for the park.
It did not take long for someone I did not know to give me a name tag so I felt optimistic. I did not like how that loud guy redacted was there again. He sometimes has a foul mouth and he is the only one who does. So I feel very uncomfortable around him since he is loud.
While I was there, no one approached me except some old creepy cross eyed man who only wanted to sit next to me which made me uncomfortable. Two women's dogs came up to me and both times I tried to engage in conversations but both times they only said a few words then went into their cliques groups and I was completely ignored.
I walked around only picking on some bread and later an ice cream cone again no one approached me. I walked around trying to talk to people but I was practically ignored. I then left when redacted got louder. I walked home depressed and texted my life group which they said thry are meeting next week. They got back to me right away but when I told them about how I was ignored and depressed at the park event nothing but crickets.
I walked home. I am going on the laptop and deciding to bindge on Futurama instead of watching the newest ninja turtles movie I was only going to watch if I had a good time which I did not.
End of journal entry.
So basically I went the past few months. Especially last month and I was approached by people and even approached people and I was not ignored but yesterday no one would practically give me the time of day.
My day started out decent then ended crappy. I went to yoga in the morning and did restorative with redacted. It was actually good that I was the only student. I was able to do stretches I could not do.
After I got home and rested all I can think of was going to the park event at Cobble Hill Park. I was not sure of the food situation so I made sure I had a good lunch by having a sandwich at the deli. I then went on my MacBook after my nap then left for the park.
It did not take long for someone I did not know to give me a name tag so I felt optimistic. I did not like how that loud guy redacted was there again. He sometimes has a foul mouth and he is the only one who does. So I feel very uncomfortable around him since he is loud.
While I was there, no one approached me except some old creepy cross eyed man who only wanted to sit next to me which made me uncomfortable. Two women's dogs came up to me and both times I tried to engage in conversations but both times they only said a few words then went into their cliques groups and I was completely ignored.
I walked around only picking on some bread and later an ice cream cone again no one approached me. I walked around trying to talk to people but I was practically ignored. I then left when redacted got louder. I walked home depressed and texted my life group which they said thry are meeting next week. They got back to me right away but when I told them about how I was ignored and depressed at the park event nothing but crickets.
I walked home. I am going on the laptop and deciding to bindge on Futurama instead of watching the newest ninja turtles movie I was only going to watch if I had a good time which I did not.
End of journal entry.
So basically I went the past few months. Especially last month and I was approached by people and even approached people and I was not ignored but yesterday no one would practically give me the time of day.
