Iamnotarabot
Well-Known Member
I had 2 sessions with the therapist, she says that I might have asperger but everything i say to her is not only related to asperger and she thinks im also depressed...
She told me to contact the psychiatrist that she works with, she will send him her conclusions , in order to have something official...
3 months to wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't stay in that situation for so long, she also asked me to complete other test that are basically other test like you do on internet, but its so precise and outdated and the questions are weird i cant find what they mean...
The only progress i have made since the beginning of this is that now i know that the chest pain i have since i am 17 is actually not something physical but caused by my anxiety ( not sure but its psychological..)
It stopped for 1 week but when ever i try to think about my life all the thing i have to do it just comes back..also when i came back from the last session in the public transports it was so crowded that my chest was painfull again...
I hate my situation, i just cant do anything else than waiting , i dont know if i even belon here since im not sure about my condition...i fear that i will have a negative answer and so i wont be able to understand all the mess in my head, I tought i was better atm but even know any thing can make me thing about all my negative thoughts and feeling again...
I need help i dont know where to get help and i just think my own therapist doesnt care...
My face say nothing about what i feel, If i could press a button to end my life i would do it..
I just spend my days sleeping 10-12hours then doing nothing
She told me to contact the psychiatrist that she works with, she will send him her conclusions , in order to have something official...
3 months to wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't stay in that situation for so long, she also asked me to complete other test that are basically other test like you do on internet, but its so precise and outdated and the questions are weird i cant find what they mean...
The only progress i have made since the beginning of this is that now i know that the chest pain i have since i am 17 is actually not something physical but caused by my anxiety ( not sure but its psychological..)
It stopped for 1 week but when ever i try to think about my life all the thing i have to do it just comes back..also when i came back from the last session in the public transports it was so crowded that my chest was painfull again...
I hate my situation, i just cant do anything else than waiting , i dont know if i even belon here since im not sure about my condition...i fear that i will have a negative answer and so i wont be able to understand all the mess in my head, I tought i was better atm but even know any thing can make me thing about all my negative thoughts and feeling again...
I need help i dont know where to get help and i just think my own therapist doesnt care...
My face say nothing about what i feel, If i could press a button to end my life i would do it..
I just spend my days sleeping 10-12hours then doing nothing