Feeling conflicted and confused. I want to clarify my goals but can't. I want to be told what to do but my soul protests it.
I see my mind as a windup mechanism and my essence as a separate being. Theories bounce against each other but none lights up and helps me through the darkness.
What I'm saying is: everything I do (art, design, statements) seems to show the conflict inside of me. 'Seems' because to me it is true. Others may see no struggle.
I see myself as an artist that can't escape mental illness. This reminds me of Louis Wain. In his paintings, some may see art, I see pain and desire to stop it.
Where am I going with all this?
Please, look at my new website and tell me what you think. Please, be honest!
I'm in a process of finishing it. I feel that the website clearly shows that I have no idea where I'm going. But my exhaustion and migraine may be affecting my judgement.
Tell me how it makes you feel? What do you think of a person who created it (pretend that you have no idea whatsoever who the person is).
There's a problem with redirect so I'm sharing this link in order for you to have a better picture of how it looks on mobile devices.
http://198.58.89.75/nikoxxii/index.html
Thank you in advance!
I see my mind as a windup mechanism and my essence as a separate being. Theories bounce against each other but none lights up and helps me through the darkness.
What I'm saying is: everything I do (art, design, statements) seems to show the conflict inside of me. 'Seems' because to me it is true. Others may see no struggle.
I see myself as an artist that can't escape mental illness. This reminds me of Louis Wain. In his paintings, some may see art, I see pain and desire to stop it.
Where am I going with all this?
Please, look at my new website and tell me what you think. Please, be honest!
I'm in a process of finishing it. I feel that the website clearly shows that I have no idea where I'm going. But my exhaustion and migraine may be affecting my judgement.
Tell me how it makes you feel? What do you think of a person who created it (pretend that you have no idea whatsoever who the person is).
There's a problem with redirect so I'm sharing this link in order for you to have a better picture of how it looks on mobile devices.
http://198.58.89.75/nikoxxii/index.html
Thank you in advance!
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