AuBurney Tuckerson
~GigglesTheAutisticHyena~
As much as i hate moving, I can't stand this very loud neighborhood!!! The constant roaring vehicles, the planes flying over the house, neighbor's rumbling trucks! It has caused countless meltdowns to the point that I've torn up the previous blinds! I can't stand it anymore!!! I wanna move?, but i life with my mother, and I'm still going to college. I feel so attacked in my own home! The noises are even getting loud enough to go right through my earbuds! And it's every. Five Minutes! It don't leave me alone! What's worse is my mother confronting me about "hitting stuff" and telling me that's not gonna stop the noise, but I CAN'T HELP IT! Either we move, or I'm gonna be stuck fighting and fighting until I burn out one day. It's horrible. I can't live like this. I used to have thoughts of just bursting my eardrums, so I would finally be put out of my misery, and those thoughts never left completely because what if something happens to the earbuds??? Then I would be plunged right back into the life of agony! Rubbing in the fact and confronting me about the damage isn't helping at all, either! It's only pushing me closer to losing my mind! But that's all my mother does. She just confronts me about it. If she wants me not meltdown over these loud vehicles and other noises outside, then we're gonna have to move. As long as I'm in pain and feeling attacked, I'm gonna fight back. It's too much to be tortured all day in classes and then come home to be tortured by these stupid neighbors and airbase outside! We don't even have time or any money to move.. I'm stuck in the torture ground! Someone just put me out of my misery..
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