I only got my diagnostic last summer, so the people around me haven't known that I'm autistic for very long. My girlfriend knew I had huge struggles with certain things but we didn't really have a name for it until recently, although the rest of the family doesn't really know since I've always been such a private person. I'm actually a bit angry that no one during my childhood years thought to sound the alarm that I needed help. But anyway.
She talked about me to one of her childhood friends who has a 9 year old son who also has high functioning autism.
His life story so far appears to be exactly the same as mine when I was his age. He's having a lot of problems in school with not only bullying from other kids but also teachers who don't like him and complain that he asks weird questions in class and appears to act out to seek attention. He's been to many different schools (several school changes a year) and every time the same problems happen again. He's traumatized by his experiences and is terrified of school and doesn't trust adults because he feels like they betray him they don't understand him. And despite all his struggles and bullying and skipping school and switching schools, he still gets very good grades because his intelligence saves him kind of like a lifebelt.
My experience was exactly the same. Even the way the teachers complain about him was the same way they complained about me. What she described about her son's behavior at home is also the same as me - he's obsessed with mythology and other specific topics and wants to know everything.
It seems the only real difference between us is that I was diagnosed at 36 while he was diagnosed as a young child. But he hates being told that he's different or that he's sick. And another problem is that they're struggling with finding resources for him since with high functioning autism he's not considered a priority in the system. His speech development is normal, he doesn't have a learning disability, etc.
The thing is that I'm torn. My own experience in school was a nightmare, and I still feel the trauma today all these years later. I know this boy is suffering a lot. And he's 9, for me 9 was absolutely a horrible time in school.
But I'm afraid that I could make things worse by trying to help.
From what I understand he never met an autistic adult. I have no idea what to expect if we do go ahead with this. What am I going to say? Things for me were horrible at his age, but the struggles didn't get better and continued through high school and, to a lesser degree, college. I don't want to discourage him by saying that the struggles will continue.
Perhaps it might be good for him to meet an adult who understands him and has been through the same hardships, but I'm a bit scared. I'm not sure what to say, and the last thing I want to do is make things worse by saying something that could discourage him or make him sad. To me it almost feel like I'd be meeting a younger version of myself and I'm heartbroken because I remember those times so vividly and how much I suffered, and I feel really sad that someone is going through that same thing at this very moment.
What do you guys think? Should we go ahead with this and try to meet? If so, do you have any advice?
Thank you so much and sorry again for the super long post
She talked about me to one of her childhood friends who has a 9 year old son who also has high functioning autism.
His life story so far appears to be exactly the same as mine when I was his age. He's having a lot of problems in school with not only bullying from other kids but also teachers who don't like him and complain that he asks weird questions in class and appears to act out to seek attention. He's been to many different schools (several school changes a year) and every time the same problems happen again. He's traumatized by his experiences and is terrified of school and doesn't trust adults because he feels like they betray him they don't understand him. And despite all his struggles and bullying and skipping school and switching schools, he still gets very good grades because his intelligence saves him kind of like a lifebelt.
My experience was exactly the same. Even the way the teachers complain about him was the same way they complained about me. What she described about her son's behavior at home is also the same as me - he's obsessed with mythology and other specific topics and wants to know everything.
It seems the only real difference between us is that I was diagnosed at 36 while he was diagnosed as a young child. But he hates being told that he's different or that he's sick. And another problem is that they're struggling with finding resources for him since with high functioning autism he's not considered a priority in the system. His speech development is normal, he doesn't have a learning disability, etc.
The thing is that I'm torn. My own experience in school was a nightmare, and I still feel the trauma today all these years later. I know this boy is suffering a lot. And he's 9, for me 9 was absolutely a horrible time in school.
But I'm afraid that I could make things worse by trying to help.
From what I understand he never met an autistic adult. I have no idea what to expect if we do go ahead with this. What am I going to say? Things for me were horrible at his age, but the struggles didn't get better and continued through high school and, to a lesser degree, college. I don't want to discourage him by saying that the struggles will continue.
Perhaps it might be good for him to meet an adult who understands him and has been through the same hardships, but I'm a bit scared. I'm not sure what to say, and the last thing I want to do is make things worse by saying something that could discourage him or make him sad. To me it almost feel like I'd be meeting a younger version of myself and I'm heartbroken because I remember those times so vividly and how much I suffered, and I feel really sad that someone is going through that same thing at this very moment.
What do you guys think? Should we go ahead with this and try to meet? If so, do you have any advice?
Thank you so much and sorry again for the super long post