Iamnotarabot
Well-Known Member
Sorry to bother all of you with my litte life again, but..there is something i need to talk about, i want to have an appointement with my therapist and finally admit this thing that i never talked about before...
There is always something running in my head, i dont mistake it with real noises and song, i know its in my head.( well a couples of times i also had little hallucinations like hearing whispers but no word and realy short)
And so i overthink all the time, talk in my head , etc...
Sometimes i respond to myself in my head, i know its me vs me talking, i mean, its like a fake conversation somewone could do out lout.
But sometimes, i think about things i dont want to , and its like , even if i know all of this is in my head, it feels like it is actually another version of my self talking to me hard to describe...
Last year, i was stuck in my last year before my degree, didnt do anything, and one night in my bed, i was thinking of a voice telling me to let him take control in order to do my work and get this degree, ITS WEIRD.
Also years ago i something similar happened but it was more a argument in my head.
I dont know if it is clear.
There is always something running in my head, i dont mistake it with real noises and song, i know its in my head.( well a couples of times i also had little hallucinations like hearing whispers but no word and realy short)
And so i overthink all the time, talk in my head , etc...
Sometimes i respond to myself in my head, i know its me vs me talking, i mean, its like a fake conversation somewone could do out lout.
But sometimes, i think about things i dont want to , and its like , even if i know all of this is in my head, it feels like it is actually another version of my self talking to me hard to describe...
Last year, i was stuck in my last year before my degree, didnt do anything, and one night in my bed, i was thinking of a voice telling me to let him take control in order to do my work and get this degree, ITS WEIRD.
Also years ago i something similar happened but it was more a argument in my head.
I dont know if it is clear.