Loneliness still affects me

[Markness]

My more recent status updates might make it look like I am completely comfortable with being by myself. However, I still get loneliness spells. I’ve just learned to handle them better than I used to.

 

[Tony Ramirez]

Me too now with increased meds, therapy and forgiveness from friends.

 

[lunarious]

Pain is neccesary.

If you can live with accepting Pain, as you can never eliminate Pain, things will get easier. (edit) find out how much is the "Pain dosage" you can take, and increase it maybe.

I find using Pain as a tool against entities whom use Pain dis-Honorably - satisfying. As such I would experience Pain, and doubled Pain because of being Honorable. And have my emotions "numbed", or known as killing my nerves as certain Martial Artists does.

But ideally I would be euphoric. At best that's like being High on drugs. Without being on drugs I want to "live with Pain" and accept.

 

[lunarious]

Me too now with increased meds, therapy and forgiveness from friends.

Good Luck ... i've noticed you struggel

 

[Shamar]

My more recent status updates might make it look like I am completely comfortable with being by myself. However, I still get loneliness spells. I’ve just learned to handle them better than I used to.

Congratulations, you've grown a bit. You would never have said that a year or two ago.

Loneliness is a reality for everybody at one time or another. I live it daily.

 

[Tony Ramirez]

Seeing those resting faces at Cobble Hill Park today look at me like a freak and ignore me ruined my good week, especially since the waitress was nice to me and I tipped her five dollars at IHOP.

That park triggers me. As does Root's café, Elizabeth Street Garden, Bryant Park, Park Slope Community Church, Brooklyn Bridge Park, Social anxiety meetup Group basically mostly a bunch of fakers (where I meet Jade ultimately blocked me this summer and nearly ruined me).

Also, I made some new friends at the 40th Street Church to this past weekend and I saw four movies in the theater.

So now I'm not going to leave the house for a couple of days, it's going to be raining.