My family has moved a lot, well over 10 times at least after I was born. We moved mostly just up and down the country from different houses all depending on what was avalible, from the south to the coastal north. I've lived most of my life up here in the north and it's been alright until now.
We recently bought our first house and even though actually owning a place is nice I can't help but hate this place. I don't like it at all and I have no connection to it or the people who live here. There is nothing here for me, it's so empty for me. It's right on the coast and it's just flatlands, there is just farms and roads here, there is no forests or mountains, just some evergreen patches here and there and some small hills so it's almost like living in a desert. A desert where it's constantly windy and the weather is either rain, snow or hail 80% of the year.
I look at pictures and maps from the places I've lived when we lived further south and I get this warm homely feeling, seeing the nature there makes me really happy, like I just want to pack my bags and travel down there.
I want to move back, I don't want to live in this place because I have nothing here, I want to live there but I don't know how I should go about, neither do I really know if there even is a place for me to live. I don't want to live in the city or rent a tiny appartment, I'd pick an old run down house far away over a city appartment. Maybe I could even live in my truck
I'm not particulary looking for advice by the way, I just needed to get it off my chest and maybe start conversations