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Or you are just going thru an icky stage waiting for or anticipating some type of change. l remember you talked about moving away. Did you decide not too??
The bible is lame.
It's worse than lame! To a non-Christian, it's incomprehensible! I remember feeling the same way you do, and very strongly. By the grace of God, I'm no longer so foolish.
I remember in another thread you said you had a ex boyfriend. I sure your "god" would consider you sinful for that.It's worse than lame! To a non-Christian, it's incomprehensible! I remember feeling the same way you do, and very strongly. By the grace of God, I'm no longer so foolish.
Read something cool instead.Reading the Bible certainly does seem to be a better use of my time than getting wasted off beer every single weekend, anyway.
That's sad. There's nothing else for me to say.I have come to the conclusion that I am extremely skilled when it comes to replacing one addiction with a completely different one. That is my talent in life.
Reading the Bible certainly does seem to be a better use of my time than getting wasted off beer every single weekend, anyway.
I have come to the conclusion that I am extremely skilled when it comes to replacing one addiction with a completely different one. That is my talent in life. Now, if only I could become addicted to physical and mental fitness, and spiritual wellness, that would be great. Alas, my addictions all rely upon immediate gratification.
Well, this IS the nature of the condition.
I'll give the same advice I always give here: there's nothing wrong with having obsessive interests (so long as those interests are not harmful). Whether it's video games or carpentry, whatever.
But the important thing is not to focus too hard on just one thing. As I learned the hard way, this leaves you stuck in a bit of a rut.
Variety is what is important. Dont worry about trying to DROP an interest... instead, try to ADD a new one. So you've got more than one thing to choose from in terms of activities, not JUST doing the same one thing over and over. I cant tell you just how much this helped me.
Have you ever smoked pot or popped a xanax? That might help you chill out.I also should probably add interests that have an emphasis on delayed gratification. I have very poor self discipline in my life, and I am aware of how utterly disgusting that actually is.
When did this place become bible study!?
You don't need to. There's Infinite Jest.I could write a book on the technique, myself.
I studied the book of John at A level, it is quite philosophical and was an interesting read. However I d say, work on achieving self esteem. I mean, knowing yourself is great, but you are harsh on yourself, so I get the impression the component of self esteem to work on is love. How would a loving parent address the issues you raise about yourself?
He'd have to work out how to help his little kid that was into instant gratification. Some kind of mix of giving him some of what he wants and helping him diversify, and see the point of some stuff that takes more sustained effort to reap rewards? He'd probably have to lighten up too, this little kid is funny and bright and wow, all over the place sometimes! A joy to parent even when he's acting in challenging ways, I guess.
Good for you.Yeah, my inner child was never allowed any grace, nor was he ever allowed to have his own personal boundaries. Many people here are aware of the fact that I grew up in an environment where I was outright forbidden from having any of my own personal boundaries. People always stole from me, bullied me, beat me, and a couple of the adults in my family sexually abused me, and all I got from my parents was that I was selfish and childish for being even slightly upset about any of that. It is far too easy for me to slip back into the victim mentality whenever I think about those days, actually. I have my own ideals that I want to live up to that my family very strongly disapproves of. For example, I want to eat a clean and healthy diet, but my family very strongly opposes my doing that because it would break their hearts if they served me extremely unhealthy food and I turned it down. Yep, these are the kinds of people that I tend to take whatever they say personally. I need to stop taking what they say personally.
Too often, I use my family's reactions as an excuse to not take care of myself. But this is not about them at all. That is just shifting the blame. I am an adult, it is time for me to be my own damn parent. My inner child wants some validation. Time for me to give him some validation. My inner child wants a better life. Time for me to be the adult and give him that better life. My inner child has ideals he wants to live up to, but I am now the irresponsible parent who tries to drown him out in an ocean of beer. Time for me to grow the hell up.
I remember in another thread you said you had a ex boyfriend. I sure your "god" would consider you sinful for that.