I feel guilty I'm eating too much

[Sarah S]

I know I'm trying.

I know you do dear & for that im still PROUD of you ( HUGS )

 

[Crossbreed]

Means these voices are telling me I'm too fat so I don't eat

Has your doctor said anything like that?

 

[Roxiee]

Has your doctor said anything like that?

Inside my head

 

[Roxiee]

I know you do dear & for that im still PROUD of you ( HUGS )

I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to eat but it's so difficult

 

[Crossbreed]

Inside my head

What does your actual doctor say?

 

[Roxiee]

What does your actual doctor say?

My therapist? I don't want to enclose what is said in my meetings with him, because its personal sorry.

 

[Sarah S]

I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to eat but it's so difficult

Noone said life would be easy my young friend and that's most definitely the case in both our life's

 

[Crossbreed]

My therapist? I don't want to enclose what is said in my meetings with him, because its personal sorry.

I mean your GP, about your actual weight.

 

[Roxiee]

I mean your GP, about your weight.

That I'm underweight. And she is referring me to a eating disorder specialist. I got discharged but now re lasped.
Sorry I'm having a panic attack so my spelling is all over the place

 

[Roxiee]

Noone said life would be easy my young friend and that's most definitely the case in both our life's

I know I'm proud of you too hugs ❤

 

[Roxiee]

Having a panic attack

 

[Sarah S]

I know and im right here my friend. just try to breathe deeply and try to relax

 

[Roxiee]

I know and im right here my friend. just try to breathe deeply and try to relax

The weather outside is freaking me out which is silly but it set this off I think

 

[Sarah S]

The weather outside is freaking me out which is silly but it set this off I think

Thats okey dear. And no its not silly.

 

[Roxiee]

Thats okey dear. And no its not silly.

Just the wind is so bad.

 

[Sarah S]

Just the wind is so bad.

I understand dear.

 

[Roxiee]

I understand dear.

I don't know why I woke up so upset today.

 

[Sarah S]

I don't know why I woke up so upset today.

Sadly, we all have those days Roxiee including me.

 

[Roxiee]

Sadly, we all have those days Roxiee including me.

I know I know. Hugs

 

[Roxiee]

Look after Lola please mom