Yuki
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It's weird but a video got me think rethink my life and understanding that I was always terrible weird for everyone, got called weird or shy as kid, get starred at for weird eating habits I even have rituals to order my pillows a certain way otherwise I'll not be able to sleep because it's uncomfortable for me.
There so much things I always thought are normal, but I learned everything I do isn't normal. My family accepts me I guess, but I feel like a alien and can't really talk with family because I don't know how to have a real conversation, I can talk with my few friends I got hours about anime and other comic stuff, I'm terrible obsessed with art and anime for specific characters I love I even memories the whole biography.
I love numbers and having always a conversation ongoing in my mind to know what to say to a person even if it's a simple hello. I can't do simple task like making a phone call I don't really understand how it works or to have not a one sided conversation.
I have a friend with autism traits and she told me I'm like her. I'm terrible confused about everything because everything I did until now looks very abnormal and I would love to get more to know about autism. My friend even made a test online with me and got 42 out of 50 what makes me worrying too because I seriously don't know what to do would be nice if anyone could help. And I'm sorry for the long introduction text ><
There so much things I always thought are normal, but I learned everything I do isn't normal. My family accepts me I guess, but I feel like a alien and can't really talk with family because I don't know how to have a real conversation, I can talk with my few friends I got hours about anime and other comic stuff, I'm terrible obsessed with art and anime for specific characters I love I even memories the whole biography.
I love numbers and having always a conversation ongoing in my mind to know what to say to a person even if it's a simple hello. I can't do simple task like making a phone call I don't really understand how it works or to have not a one sided conversation.
I have a friend with autism traits and she told me I'm like her. I'm terrible confused about everything because everything I did until now looks very abnormal and I would love to get more to know about autism. My friend even made a test online with me and got 42 out of 50 what makes me worrying too because I seriously don't know what to do would be nice if anyone could help. And I'm sorry for the long introduction text ><