tamalito
Some people call me the space cowboy...
Hello
I've thought hard and long about making an "introduce yourself" post but decided to bite the bullet and do so
I am TCH (that's how you pronounce my username) and I won't tell you what it stands for... Yet and I was a user of this forum a few years ago actually but won't tell you my former username because that's in the past and I was a very different person back then and I don't really feel like being that person again
A LOT has changed since I last hang out here I changed my perspective of myself and how I looked at me and well now I walk life in a very different light (I hope) and a different way
I am a Muxe which are a group of women from Oaxaca that identify as women and live their lives as one but most of them are non-binary just like me
I am not from Oaxaca or from that indigenous group but I think the term fits me and I prefer being called a Muxe than a "Transgender Woman" because I don't feel like a woman I feel like something in the middle and refuse to see myself as something that I'm not (a woman)
Anyway that's enough about that...
I am still discovering myself through living my life how I'm feeling is right, I spent many years living my life with a mask and how everyone else wanted me to live it that I lost my sense of self and am still working on finding it
Right now I've discovered that I love music, cooking, playing videogames and working on some things like pixel art (keeps my wandering and uneasy mind busy and focused which is nice)
I like reading comics but I do it online and am WAY behind because of personal situations
And well, I don't think I should say: "I'm new here" but I will say "I'm back" and I hope this time around I don't go out running for the hills because of my silly goose brain that sometimes goes on "flight mode" for no reason...
So yeah! Hi!
I've thought hard and long about making an "introduce yourself" post but decided to bite the bullet and do so
I am TCH (that's how you pronounce my username) and I won't tell you what it stands for... Yet and I was a user of this forum a few years ago actually but won't tell you my former username because that's in the past and I was a very different person back then and I don't really feel like being that person again
A LOT has changed since I last hang out here I changed my perspective of myself and how I looked at me and well now I walk life in a very different light (I hope) and a different way
I am a Muxe which are a group of women from Oaxaca that identify as women and live their lives as one but most of them are non-binary just like me
I am not from Oaxaca or from that indigenous group but I think the term fits me and I prefer being called a Muxe than a "Transgender Woman" because I don't feel like a woman I feel like something in the middle and refuse to see myself as something that I'm not (a woman)
Anyway that's enough about that...
I am still discovering myself through living my life how I'm feeling is right, I spent many years living my life with a mask and how everyone else wanted me to live it that I lost my sense of self and am still working on finding it
Right now I've discovered that I love music, cooking, playing videogames and working on some things like pixel art (keeps my wandering and uneasy mind busy and focused which is nice)
I like reading comics but I do it online and am WAY behind because of personal situations
And well, I don't think I should say: "I'm new here" but I will say "I'm back" and I hope this time around I don't go out running for the hills because of my silly goose brain that sometimes goes on "flight mode" for no reason...
So yeah! Hi!
like the mouse from the Simpsons! Which is ironic because my avatar is a cat 
