I got a very disturbing phonecall this morning from my Father informing me that my older sister's son had been killed in a head on automobile accident last night. Shocked and sorry that it happened,but numb from feelings,I made a call to sis and expressed my sorrow to her,but the reality has not set in yet. Loss of one's blood should have hit me harder,but I actually have no emotions at this point. I will move forward and prepare for his funeral,but think that maybe I should be more upset that it happened. My sis has been traveling a fairly rough road for several years and she is devastated by the loss of her only child. I am not sure how to handle all of it myself,but had to share my experience with this forum and get others thoughts on which way to turn.