David Larson
Active Member
Has anyone made a connection between the consumption of copious amounts of caffeine (possibly including other central nervous stimulants) and the experience of meltdowns?
I consume dangerous amounts of caffeine every day so I can keep firing on all cylinders at all times at work; I have to. However, today I became aware of something I didn't recognize at first: I've been having meltdowns at work at least a few times a week.
I didn't recognize them to be meltdowns at first because they didn't resemble the meltdowns of my childhood - but all the symptoms are there and the experience is identical minus the loss of control, which I keep a tenuous grasp on (I swear to God, if your chair squeaks one more fkin time...). The complete and utter exhaustion afterwords is probably the worst part, but I've just been assuming it's just me being lazy and take another 300mg of caffeine down the hatch and just power through it.
Thing is, nothing in my environment should be overstimulating me. My job is fairly dull and mundane, the lighting isn't too bright, and it's the quietest place I've ever worked; six Aspies in one room for a quiet time makes. In short, I can practically rule out external sensory causes. The only X-factor is the caffeine.
I haven't exactly been keeping track, and I can't remember most of today let alone the events of past weeks, but I suspect my experience of these sort of meltdowns correlates positively with my caffeine consumption.
I'm quitting caffeine cold turkey either way, but I was wondering if anyone else has had experience with overstimulation and/or meltdowns from going overboard with stimulants? For the record, I consume up to 1 gram of caffeine a day, 700mg on average.
I consume dangerous amounts of caffeine every day so I can keep firing on all cylinders at all times at work; I have to. However, today I became aware of something I didn't recognize at first: I've been having meltdowns at work at least a few times a week.
I didn't recognize them to be meltdowns at first because they didn't resemble the meltdowns of my childhood - but all the symptoms are there and the experience is identical minus the loss of control, which I keep a tenuous grasp on (I swear to God, if your chair squeaks one more fkin time...). The complete and utter exhaustion afterwords is probably the worst part, but I've just been assuming it's just me being lazy and take another 300mg of caffeine down the hatch and just power through it.
Thing is, nothing in my environment should be overstimulating me. My job is fairly dull and mundane, the lighting isn't too bright, and it's the quietest place I've ever worked; six Aspies in one room for a quiet time makes. In short, I can practically rule out external sensory causes. The only X-factor is the caffeine.
I haven't exactly been keeping track, and I can't remember most of today let alone the events of past weeks, but I suspect my experience of these sort of meltdowns correlates positively with my caffeine consumption.
I'm quitting caffeine cold turkey either way, but I was wondering if anyone else has had experience with overstimulation and/or meltdowns from going overboard with stimulants? For the record, I consume up to 1 gram of caffeine a day, 700mg on average.