CloudRomy
Active Member
I guess it comes down to acceptance but I seem to be stuck in an Asperger's related process of grief, specifically grief of not knowing about my Asperger's earlier in life. I keep having dreams where situations and people in my past are being flashed through my mind. It is as though my mind at night is sifting through my past and when I'm awake I realise how I would have handled things differently, could have used the knowledge to help or been easier on myself. It is pulling me down a lot. Have others experienced this? I want to be able to put this to rest and accept that I didn't know and make a new life with my new understanding.