krackerz1590
Well-Known Member
does any girls like me with AS ,officially diagnosed depression and anxiety disorder i think got addictive personality i punish myself which connects with low self-esteem and AS together i have self harmed on and off for 7 years started when 14 years old i tried different things to distract myself hasn't worked now my body is scarred in places i cut me! i hooked love the feelings it gives me ............ i like to hurt me! i struggle when depressed to get out of self harm /hatred bitterness cycle frustrating i hae different therapies and meds over the years from CAMHS mainly havn't worked and touched me anyone relate to my experience? i self harm cope with pressures stresses not ideal hard once suck in to crawl back out so powerful like drink and drugs make me feel better happy hormone chemicals racing around my head and body! works like meds in itself!