I just get so anxious and depressed staying home alone.
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I just get so anxious and depressed staying home alone.
Being in my apartment and by myself feels safe.
When life hands me lemons, I try to make lemonade.That is a very happy thought. Thank you
That's very understandable! Especially, if you were injured by criminal.I get anxious because when people come to the doors I'm afraid they are going to be criminals. I'm also afraid criminals will break in, our house has a lot of windows so that scares me too. I was hurt by a criminal once so I guess that's the reason behind it.
When life hands me lemons, I try to make lemonade.
It's also a place I can feel relaxed and unwind. This is important for me.I just know what you mean about feeling safe at home. It can mean so much after being outside in the world. So it is a happy thought for me that you have a place that makes you feel safe.
It's also a place I can feel relaxed and unwind. This is important for me.
Me too.
My things are at my home and I can visit them. I know where everything is and things are how I like them. Nobody saying things to me that don't make sense. I never get phone calls, which is very nice.
Years ago, gosh it must be more than twenty years because that is how long I have been using a wheelchair. Well, years ago I went with a friend to explore an old gold mining tunnel in the mountains near her home. After she had seen enough and wanted to leave I stayed a little longer by myself.
I was 500 feet in the mountain, at the back of the tunnel with a whole mountain above me and the most absolute darkness I have ever seen. There was no sound of anything either. I stayed there for a few minutes and realized that no matter what happened to the world, it would not touch me in there. Part of me wants to stay in there. I was on Earth but not another human was near, I was really alone. Maybe for the first time I felt like I could breathe and relax.
I do not see how I could live in a tunnel, or any of us could but our homes are very important to us. When my girlfriend visits she never complains about how I have my home. Things are where they are supposed to be. The windows are open to keep it cool and my favorite things are in sight or very close.
At home is the only place I can have things the way I want them to be and if I really want, I can close the windows and the curtains and stay all day in the dark. Sometimes I really need that.
Ah, I remember now. I think the show is called off the grid.
National Geo's show "Taboos" is what first got me aware of Asperger's Syndrome. I often wonder had I not seen that one show if something else would have triggered this personal quest to determine who and what I am.
I love being home alone. I have protection, so criminals should be worried about me.
It's hard for me to get "too much" alone time. I rarely get lonely. My cats are great company, and all I really need.
Sometimes I get bored though, especially if I don't want to do anything of the 1,001 things that need to be done around the house. Then I can get a little stir crazy and have to get out to do something different.
Like Judge stated above, if I have a project of interest going, I can stay indoors with no thought of tomorrow for as long as it take to complete, or until someone jars me out of my concentration, and then they had better be prepared for a not so friendly response (I'm a bear when I get interrupted).
I actually dread going back to work, not because I dislike work, but because I'll have to spend more time with people and less time home alone.
Cats are wonderful companion animals! I am very much a lover of felines, especially black cats. Getting owned by a black cat is actually getting owned by a mini-panther.