If you believe in a God you would want Him to show you compassion during struggles and understand your pain and struggles and provide answers.
If you have disabilities you would not want a God to make you feel less because of it.
Or someone who would make you suffer for a long time and deny your truths and take the dreams he let you believe for so long.
And take everything you love that makes your heart happy amd victimize you on something unfair that is hard for an unwell autistic woman
You would not want a God that makes you worry all the time because His only answer is to suck it up and be stoic and when you are not that it makes ur life fall to pieces.
You would not want a God who cannot see your heart crying for love so.you take the easiest route because the other you are not ready for and
Has no answers except you have to feel a certain way otherwise penalised or everything will be wrecked forever and your life and dreams destroyed because God cannot fix things and make them restored and heal everything
It was not my fault I was lonely and do not deserve to pay, God can obviously prevent bad decisions too and protect me as an autistic. If He did then He could find another way
I want to always be myself and not told I have to fit a box to be a Christian.
That can make u easily more fearful for me anyway
If I am not invited in Christianity why do I try to have a relationship with God.
This has been so difficult for me to go against the grain but I know you should not be made to feel less for feelings, behaviors, beliefs, ideals, differences or personality traits.
One box does not fit all.
I think a loving God should love you no matter who you are as well as understand your pain and struggles.
And be faithful to His promises even if you do fail to trust it all.
If you have disabilities you would not want a God to make you feel less because of it.
Or someone who would make you suffer for a long time and deny your truths and take the dreams he let you believe for so long.
And take everything you love that makes your heart happy amd victimize you on something unfair that is hard for an unwell autistic woman
You would not want a God that makes you worry all the time because His only answer is to suck it up and be stoic and when you are not that it makes ur life fall to pieces.
You would not want a God who cannot see your heart crying for love so.you take the easiest route because the other you are not ready for and
Has no answers except you have to feel a certain way otherwise penalised or everything will be wrecked forever and your life and dreams destroyed because God cannot fix things and make them restored and heal everything
It was not my fault I was lonely and do not deserve to pay, God can obviously prevent bad decisions too and protect me as an autistic. If He did then He could find another way
I want to always be myself and not told I have to fit a box to be a Christian.
That can make u easily more fearful for me anyway
If I am not invited in Christianity why do I try to have a relationship with God.
This has been so difficult for me to go against the grain but I know you should not be made to feel less for feelings, behaviors, beliefs, ideals, differences or personality traits.
One box does not fit all.
I think a loving God should love you no matter who you are as well as understand your pain and struggles.
And be faithful to His promises even if you do fail to trust it all.