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A Most Random Truth!

HelloDizzy said:
I don't even know how to NOT try to hide my normal self.
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Yep, practise makes perfect :) I didn't realise I was doing it for years until I ended up stopping drinking and realising I has drunk so much to try and "switch off my brain" as I always called it. I realised one day I was trying to stop being "me" by drinking myself into it. A really bad mistake as I realised my random truth for today -

I spend all my time not being the real me, because nobody can handle it! I always upset most people around me when I do. This makes be frustrated and sad. I do have two real friends in life, so I am lucky I can be 99% the real me with them. Everyone else on the planet gets the "reserved, edited" version!
 
My friends- baby wipes clean EVERYTHING from kitchen grease to throw up. That icky stove hood that was so gross when we moved here? I attacked it with everything I had and nothing worked... until I tried baby wipes. Makes me a little afraid to actually wipe a kid's rear with such powerful stuff.
 
So today on the way to church, at about 8:10 am, a man in his forties wearing a backpack was riding a UNICYCLE along 41A (a four lane busy dangerous road) and pulled in at a gas station as we were pulling up to a stoplight.

Yes, the rest of my family saw it too. I wasn't hallucinating.
 
I hate my neighbors and most of the time I fantasize about killing them.

Hehehe, just kidding!!!! Not in the first part tho :sticky_twisted:
 
Stardust said:
I hate my neighbors and most of the time I fantasize about killing them.

Hehehe, just kidding!!!! Not in the first part tho :sticky_twisted:
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I hate my neighbors, also.

I don't like sounding so harsh about them but they truly are nuisances and I can't stand them.
 
I despise having to work with other teachers in the maths group:I prefer to use my own brains without the interference, clutter & dissonance of 5 other interfering brains. I refuse to be forced to do this any more so last night when the prof (a mathematician) asked us to form groups, I simply didn't do so. I worked alone & solved the problem in half the time any of the groups took.
 
I was dancing in the hallway unafraid of anyone seeing me. then a guy I knew came out after I stopped and said hi and I got emberrased cause of the dancing even though I know he couldn't see me
 
NeverEnder said:
I hate my neighbors, also.

I don't like sounding so harsh about them but they truly are nuisances and I can't stand them.
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Do they throw their garbage out the window, like mine? Or let their kids run about late at night? Or party at 4 AM? Or donate bedbugs?

If no, they're way ahead of mine.
 
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