Hello everyone. I was just diagnosed and now I feel I might have found people that I understand and may understand me. I feel I have imitated the rotten nt people all of my life. They were bad to me so I lashed back. Now I know why I am alone. It feels good to find out. For now. It comes and goes with the amazement that I hid it from myself even. I thought I was an alien. Now I think nt’s might be the aliens.