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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Bang your head! Metal health will drive you mad! 46 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I could have made something out of myself if I were not so subservient.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You were taught to be helpless so that your mother could control you. You don't have to act helpless. In battered women syndrome, it's called learned helplessness. It's forced on you to keep you subservient, you
    are easily controlled
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But once you understand the concept, you can break free of the training. If you ever are forced to deal with your mother again.....
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You call her out on everything she does, calling out her ways to control you. You finally stand up to your abuser, it sets you free, to finally call them out on their BS.
    Metalhead
    So many regrets of opportunities I let drop just because my family guilted me into not growing as a human being. This is my legacy - weakness.
    Metalhead
    Off to bed I go. I wish I could sleep eternally. Last night I had a dream where I went to college and was a straight A student working his ass off. That will never happen for me now.
    Metalhead
    Should I stick around and continue to annoy everybody around me without fail? Should I stick around and continue to disappoint myself and everybody around me? Heh.
    IXxTchxXI
    IXxTchxXI
    Dont live for others, live for yourself

    Don't worry about other people's opinion's, in the end they don't matter

    Also, you dont annoy me, I enjoy seeing your posts and seeing you around

    My DM is always open if you need to vent, I'm not very good at advice but am very good at listening

    I believe in you

    ~💜🖤
    Metalhead
    I am thinking of watching Gaspar Noe’s Irreversible tonight. Even though the final scenes break me into a puddle of tears every time I watch it.
    Metalhead
    Pride month is here. I’m thinking of starting a pseudo-religious anti-cigarette campaign and calling it *God Hates Fags.* I am reclaiming that hate speech.
    Metalhead
    Now that I am clearing my mind of resentments, I need to find something better to occupy my mind in idle time.
    Metalhead
    I feel like writing a private vent journal and then lighting it on fire.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    That might be very cathartic. I've done something similar and it helped.
    Metalhead
    I accept that my family will always look at me with ableism in their eyes. I can grieve but I must let this go and move on.
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