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KevinMao133

KevinMao133

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  • KevinMao133
    I keep asking myself this question: do I want to meet others and cultivate a friendship

    The answer is no, although sometimes I want to

    I don’t know, my desire is minimal
    tree
    tree
    Mixed feelings about it.
    Sort of a maybe, maybe not kind of thing.
    KevinMao133
    How to not be greedy?

    I don’t know. I’m still learning
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Me too. I try to lower my expectations
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Find gratitude for what you have.

    Remember people who do not have the things that you are grateful for.

    Be realistic about what you really need.

    Satiate your desires with important experiences instead of things or money.

    Find value in others having what they need, too.
    KevinMao133
    You would think after becoming a citizen, things will change

    I became a citizen 20 years ago, yet I still feel like an outsider

    Anytime I’m with a white person, I still feel inferior
    KevinMao133
    There are certain individuals, I won’t name names, that know nothing about what we go through yet love to comment on us

    Listen we all got our weak points. We all got problems

    But if you don’t know something, don’t comment. Don’t act like I’m your slave. I’m not, I owe nobody any apologizes
    KevinMao133
    A girl told me yesterday I should go home and that ethnic minorities don’t deserve love

    Man I’m a citizen and I have every right to come and go

    I laughed at her, knowing she’s broke and she’s nothing
    KevinMao133
    Screw it, I’ll say this

    I don’t like people who are in relationships. I don’t
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I agree. There so annoying. Especially every new woman I talk to is in one. So frustrating.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    my neighbour, whom I like, has a roommate that’s annoying. She’s especially told me today that my neighbour has a boyfriend. First of all, I don’t need to know that information. Second, not every guy wants to have sex with a girl just because they meet. I just want to talk, that’s all. Some people think they are better just because they are coupled up, no they are not
    KevinMao133
    If I got a million dollars right now, what will I do?

    Buy everything I want. Well everything I want only cost 300 dollars, so that leaves a lot for me to save
    KevinMao133
    One of my emails have been tracked

    Which is why I use another email, to make discreet purchases
    Judge
    Judge
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    Hell, I know I have an FBI dossier on me ever since I was active in the SDS and Earth First!
    Judge
    Judge
    The FBI keeps track of a lot of people, for a lot of reasons. ;)
    KevinMao133
    One thing: too many wants

    Greed, huge problem amongst many, me included

    The biggest thing is to keep my ego in check

    Also, being able to enjoy the present, something I need to improve
    KevinMao133
    I can’t stand nationalism

    But again I don’t worry about those things, at least I try not to
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Is that like the dark side of patriotism?
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Pretty much. I can’t understand it, let along support it
    KevinMao133
    The weight of expectations can drag even the strongest down

    That’s why it’s best to leave others along. Let them be
    KevinMao133
    Crazy what a night of sleep, or lack of, does to a body

    One day you can feel fatter than fish grease, next day you can feel slimmer than a duck

    Funny how things go
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    Some of that could be gas...
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Could be. I walked a lot today, feeling much better
    KevinMao133
    I just read something that was disturbing

    I wish I can stop wasting my time on negativity
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    It is a good start that you are conscious of said negativity.
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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    It definitely doesn't make sense to curate negativity in your life. It can be a black hole for energy that could be better spent.
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    A black hole for energy is correct. I went down that rabbit hole and was triggered big time.
    KevinMao133
    I have come to terms with something

    There are things I hate, but can’t change. Might a well stop worrying about it
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