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Markness

Markness

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  • Markness
    I stayed inside for most of the day since I didn’t have to go into work and I wanted to take things easy. The weather also made me sleepy.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Did you have a nice day?
    Markness
    Markness
    It could’ve been better but at least it was peaceful.
    Markness
    I believe the distaste shown towards me is personal.
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    tree
    tree
    You don't feel that your posts reflect your true personality?
    Markness
    Markness
    I think they reflect my personality. I just think those who dislike my posts also dislike me as a human and wish I was excommunicated.
    tree
    tree
    Yes, you have frequently expressed that idea.
    Markness
    Why is my college experience so lonely?
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But maybe a library isn't the best place to meet someone.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    @Markness, maybe you are just in a program where most people there are really focused on the classes and not socializing. I used to get very annoyed with any social events in grad school because I was there to work and learn and very tired afterward. Luckily, everyone else in my program was too, and we were just there for the education, not for making friends.
    L
    Luca
    ^I think this is probably the case! I mentioned the other day that I, myself, am in college to learn, not to socialize.
    It really does suck when people don’t want to make friends with us, but the goal in college should be more to get an education than to hang out with people. There are better ways to make friends in adulthood. But I’m not minimizing or discounting your struggles.
    Markness
    I had flashbacks of my parents shaming and yelling as well as screaming at me.
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    Kisa the tea
    Kisa the tea
    I'm so sorry to hear that. Not just the flashbacks but the fact they did that to you in the first place. I don't have very fond memories of my parents either.
    Markness
    Markness
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Ouch. I can relate to all this. I am trying not to cry reading these comments. When you could never please critics called mom and dad.
    Markness
    My mother still defends a cousin who bullied me and is baffled that I don’t want to interact with him.
    Markness
    I meant to take a 20 minute nap. It became two hours long.
    tree
    tree
    Had you just eaten, before the nap?
    Markness
    Markness
    I had not. I went on a walk and the weather was hot.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I did that last week after coming back from a morning yoga class. It was raining so I did not go out for a walk after.
    Markness
    I’ll have to overhaul a home assignment. I did some things on it incorrectly.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    We are each imperfect. Sometimes, the second time around things come out much better.
    Markness
    I finally got a check up appointment scheduled for the 12th of this month.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I always make a list of things I want to address so I don’t get flustered or distracted and forget things.
    Markness
    Still up due to overeating and learning I didn’t do an outline of my assignment first.
    tree
    tree
    Who made you eat too much?

    You didn't do an outline of your assignment first?
    But now you've noticed that omission.

    What did you do, just start writing something without a clear plan?
    Markness
    Markness
    Myself.

    The professor informed me.

    I looked at the instructions for writing out the regular assignment.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I feel like I need to write an outline every morning just to get through my day. I’m a big fan of outlines. That’s kind of random, Markness but it’s not very often I get to talk about outlines.

    Hope you have the day off to catch up on some rest.
    Markness
    What should’ve been my best years were my worst and my life is almost over now.
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    Markness
    Markness
    I just fear I have less time to get into a relationship before I am 40 and to escape my mother’s “web.”
    tree
    tree
    Telling yourself another sad/scary story.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I am 45 going on 46 in two months. I wasted my 30s doing nothing. Unless you are actually terminal sick you are still young.
    Markness
    My mother saw my new necklace and told me not to wear it in public. Why? She thinks it makes me look “gay” and that someone will beat me up for it. What the Hell?!?
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    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    These remind me of some fountain pens with dragon or snake designs. It's nerd chic and it's actually kinda its own aesthetic.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Very nice. I say wear them. Tell you mom you are thinking of getting a giant dragon tattoo to match on your neck. Omg. She will totally lose it. But very nice.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    SUPER RAD!
    Tony Ramirez
    You're right. You say one wrong thing to a woman, and it's game over.
    tree
    tree
    You may feel that way @Tony Ramirez . You are telling
    yourself that only *perfect conversation* is acceptable.
    Markness
    “You just don’t contradict Big Brother. He’s got the right to push you under.”
    tree
    tree
    genius.com

    Napalm Death – Ripe for the Breaking

    [Verse 1] / You weren't born with the world falling at your feet / The path is long and agonizing / Being dragged on your knees / And the silver spoon in your mouth tastes spoilt
    genius.com genius.com
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