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Markness

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  • I decided to order the Made in Abyss game and have it shipped to me since it had a price drop.
    I am depressed and I will be shown contempt for it. :(
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    Luca
    Anyone who shows contempt for you because you are depressed does not have a good understanding of mental health.
    O
    Owliet
    Do you see a therapist? How long have you been seeing your therapist (if you are?) because it seems like you need more support.
    Discord communities are generally toxic in my experiences.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Wise call. I think you deserve better than Discord for a social life anyway.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    I've been lucky to find a lot of great discord communities, the format is just weird sometimes and it's easy to miss a lot of conversations when you're busy
    I wish I could join more discussions but I often feel like I don’t have anything noteworthy to add to them.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    You could just find something you like & comment on it, ask questions, generally just hang out! Nothing stopping you there, except perhaps the old dread & loneliness. Socializing is hard but on here at least it can be kind of fun.
    The year is almost over and while I am still alive, I am still depressed and lonely. Will there ever be a year when it ends with me having a girlfriend?
    Markness
    Markness
    @Owliet I definitely don’t want to emulate my dad. He only wanted to be a “player” and would run when the women found out he was living multiple lives. He also used his status as a doctor to attract “gold diggers” whom are sadly common in my state’s messed up culture.
    Markness
    Markness
    @Gerald Wilgus I missed many experiences and the gates feel like they are slamming shut in my face.
    O
    Owliet
    I once saw something that said that if you go through life without regrets then it’s not a life lived (or something like that). I have a lot of regrets, and have missed out on many experiences too. You may not fully get them back in the setting that you should have experienced them in, but it’s not too late to gain those experiences.
    My brain is going to be worn out after the final course assignments.
    tree
    tree
    Don't think of it as depletion.
    Think of it as developing your mental muscles.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Brains are pretty resilient! I've always been like that in finals too, but then afterwards I always can think of plenty to do in break season.
    I wonder if a potential girlfriend is suffering from the same loneliness and uncertainty about the future like me?
    S
    Slime_Punk
    I think most humans nowadays are, so yes!
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Oh yes. A lot of women are deeply unimpressed with the way men are now so there's a lot of women that think like that. And many are the shy/nerdy type.
    My stomach feels full and a bit gaseous.
    tree
    tree
    From food?
    Markness
    Markness
    Indeed from food. I never learn that eating too much will do that to me.
    tree
    tree
    Would be to your advantage to learn to regard amounts/portions.

    Unless, of course, you enjoy suffering.
    “You just don’t contradict Big Brother! He’s got the right to push you under!”
    I was pressed to get a flu shot by my mother. The pharmacy is really dragging its feet right now. I shouldn’t have bothered.
    tree
    tree
    Did you get one?
    Markness
    Markness
    I finally did. Arm muscles feel a bit sore.
    I wish I could prove you wrong.
    tree
    tree
    You're hoping that doing so would reverse the feeling you have that others are in control of your life.
    My brain feels worked from the latest writing assignment.
    tree
    tree
    What was the assignment?
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Worked in a good way or a bad one, Markness? Sounds like the course is engaging.
    Markness
    Markness
    @tree Doing a revised rough draft of a short story.
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