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Markness
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Markness

Young God, Male, 33

Spoke up again and the co-supervisor got upset. May 23, 2022 at 5:05 PM

Markness was last seen:
May 24, 2022 at 12:37 AM
    1. Markness
      Markness
      I keep staying up late carelessly.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        Set boundaries with myself. My therapist helped me come up with some.
        May 10, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        Sounds good. How likely do you believe you will be to apply them?
        May 10, 2022
      4. Markness
        Markness
        I think it’s likely I will, especially because I realize not getting proper sleep has been deconstructive for my mental health.
        May 10, 2022
    2. Markness
      Markness
      I lost many hours trying to break down an obstacle. :(
    3. Markness
      Markness
      The supervisor’s assistant always takes chances to snap at me.
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      2. tree
        tree
        She says you act *uncertain*, like you don't really know what to do?
        May 9, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        It’s more that she doesn’t like it when I am idle from uncertainty.
        May 9, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        So, yes, she believes that you act like you don't quite know what to do.
        May 9, 2022
    4. Markness
      Markness
      Can I still get my life together at my age?
      1. tree
        tree
        Since this is the age you are right now, the answer would seem to be *yes.* You can't return to a younger age. But if by "get my life together" you mean attain a problem free perfect existence, you'd be wise to consider each event as progress toward a goal.
        May 9, 2022
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    5. Markness
      Markness
      I feel like every year I live without finding a girlfriend is wasted.
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      3. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Oh dear. I hoped you were doing better. It reminds of the guy that took a billboard out looking for a wife. Put his number on it too.
        May 6, 2022
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      4. Markness
        Markness
        @Aspychata I don’t know if I would be allowed to do that.
        May 9, 2022
      5. tree
    6. Markness
      Markness
      I stayed up late against my better judgment.
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      2. tree
        tree
        You couldn't figure out how to stop dwelling on certain subjects.
        May 6, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        I also couldn’t decide on what I wanted to read.
        May 6, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        Afraid of not making the perfect decision?
        May 6, 2022
    7. Markness
      Markness
      I couldn’t stand the heat in my stepfather’s car and had blood come out of me again.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        Still nothing yet. I was supposed to get a call.

        I forgot that I bought some MiraLax but haven’t been using it.
        May 6, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        So this is a constipation issue. If you were expecting a call, and haven't rec'd one yet, wdn't it make sense to follow up on that?
        May 6, 2022
      4. Markness
        Markness
        The clinic just called me and scheduled for me.
        May 6, 2022
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    8. Markness
      Markness
      It’s raining hard again and another tornado is expected to come close again.
    9. Markness
      Markness
      The sun got clouded out very quickly today.
    10. Markness
      Markness
      I can’t decide on any sort of short term goal. Trying to come up with a list feels daunting.
      1. cornman
        cornman
        dont think about it any longer, just do it
        May 4, 2022
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      2. tree
        tree
        Did somebody tell you to make an extensive list of multiple goals? Or what?
        May 4, 2022
    11. Markness
      Markness
      Why do others always assume the worst about me and don’t believe me until I am practically in tears explaining myself?
      1. tree
        tree
        I don't know. Who have you been talking to? What are they assuming? And how can you tell what they assume?
        May 4, 2022
    12. Markness
      Markness
      My forehead is feeling hot.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        Overthinking, not drinking enough water, and not sleeping well.
        May 3, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        Have about five ounces of cold water. It can't hurt. You get hot from thinking ruminatively/have heat surge due to the contents of your thoughts?
        May 3, 2022
      4. Markness
        Markness
        I think so.
        May 3, 2022
    13. Markness
      Markness
      I sometimes fear that more and more women my age don’t want romantic relationships.
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      2. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        @tree I’ve seen other ones that you’ve posted but I was never sure how the site works.
        May 2, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        I’ve been told love will happen when I least expect it. But I’ve been feeling like it won’t ever happen for many years.
        May 2, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        @Markness You experience many over-poweringly negative feelings, many of which are a result of the meanings you assign to what people say.
        May 3, 2022
    14. Markness
      Markness
      I am still trapped in 2006.
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      2. tree
        tree
        @Markness Why would you ask that? Aren't you sure?
        May 2, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        @tree I am sure but often my emotions get downplayed.
        May 2, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        People tell you to stop feeling what you feel?
        May 3, 2022
    15. Markness
      Markness
      Caffeine isn’t helping me get a boost.
      1. tree
        tree
        There's only so much energy available to wring out . Caffeine itself doesn't have food value. Coffee does, but not caffeine.
        May 2, 2022
      2. Slim Jim
        Slim Jim
        Intermittent Fast, change diet, might help.
        May 2, 2022
      3. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        Caffeine doesn't give me a boost; coffee still tastes good though. So I drink it.
        May 2, 2022
    16. Markness
      Markness
      My tongue is burning and my head aches but I am forgotten about. :(
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      2. tree
        tree
        That's what I mean. You don't stop to think about it, take into account the temperature or the style of chewing.
        May 2, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        @tree I think I can change these behaviors around. I just have to remember that these things are bad habits.
        May 2, 2022
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      4. tree
        tree
        Yes, it would be useful to stop and consider how to not behave in ways that actually cause you physical pain. I follow this idea, myself.
        May 3, 2022
    17. Markness
      Markness
      It took me until 30 minutes ago to leave the house.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        I am not doing well physically.
        May 1, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        @Aspychata I guess I am boring to everyone now. :(
        May 1, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        Everyone who?
        May 2, 2022
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    18. Markness
      Markness
      Should I just not post again until I have a girlfriend?
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      2. tree
        tree
        That is evident.
        Apr 30, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        @tree I wish I knew why having a romantic relationship continues to elude me.
        May 1, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        The most simple view would be that you haven't encountered the right person yet.
        May 1, 2022
    19. Markness
      Markness
      I feel like I have nothing left to live for.
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      2. cornman
        cornman
        I know the feelings. I wish i had a purpose. But i think one day we'll find something, all we can do is hold fast.
        Apr 30, 2022
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      3. Markness
        Markness
        Apr 30, 2022
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      4. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        It was late thirties for me. Almost 40 years old. I truly thought l would finish my lifetime alone.
        Apr 30, 2022
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    20. Markness
      Markness
      I want to read both Nocterra and We Have Demons.
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    Aug 5, 1988 (Age: 33)
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