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Hazel_1914

Hazel_1914

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  • Hazel_1914
    Within the last week I've ended up with a girlfriend and an offer of a $20/hour job. This will take time to process.
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    Luca
    I’m sorry :( What do you think is not right with the situation?
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    Mostly my mindset @crewlucca_ -- Nothing to do with job or girl but everything to do with my complete, debilitating fear of asking for help.
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    Luca
    :( I know asking for help is hard. I’m here if you need support
    Hazel_1914
    Trying something different today & going to mass at a different parish. It'll be nice to maybe make friends
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    Update. It was nice. Didn't make any new friends but it was in a great town that's definitely bicycling distance and I am going to heaad down there & try socializing more as soon as college & bicycle repairs permit.
    Hazel_1914
    I moved! Going back soon to rescue the old pump organ and the victrola but other than that GOODBYE FOREVER cityscape from Hades.
    Hazel_1914
    I must stay productive today. It's getting harder. My attention span is down to about 3 to 5 seconds.
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    watersprite
    Know how you feel. Hope you are able to move through it okay.
    Hazel_1914
    I'm MOVING and I'm excited--
    unperson
    unperson
    Exciting news G.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    It's the news that might save my attempt at college. Moving underneath an old house--ASAP. Just gotta finish midterms & pack my trunks
    unperson
    unperson
    underneath as in basement? sounds nice and quiet.
    Hazel_1914
    Life is making me tired. I'm about this close to being done with the nonsense--Is there a fast-forward button?
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    Luca
    Sorry you're feeling this way right now... I really struggle to put my thoughts into words too. I feel like I'm always spamming the forum with useless rambles :( But I find your posts really informative and helpful! And you have a great sense of humor!!
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    Luca
    Also, feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to, I can be useful sometimes (I think) lol... and I just like to help!!
    smilie
    smilie
    aww im sorry gerontius i know how you feel that happens to me sometimes too its ok take all the time that you need ok
    Hazel_1914
    I hate the inevitability of noise--after some homework probably taking a bit of a midnight drive to escape.
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    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    OMGOMGOMG!! I spend several years lighting the house with only oil lamps, even though we lived in an apartment. No internet, no tv. Knitting and sewing for fun, playing piano and reading. I miss it.
    oregano
    oregano
    I have a real Victorian oil lamp in the shed, I bought it at an estate sale in Sutter Creek, Cal., up in the Gold Country. The house was originally a kit house, and it was very old, and had a lot of cool old stuff. I really should use it after I move.
    oregano
    oregano
    Nobody can replace their cars due to the crazy shortages. I refuse to drive when the roads are crowded for that reason. A computer chip factory in Japan blew up apparently and now they're saying several YEARS until chips are available again. Yikes!
    Hazel_1914
    The noise from neighbors will probably drive me nuts. It's the inescapability of it, more than anything else.
    SimonSays
    SimonSays
    Ear plugs are your friend.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    I've tried that and it doesn't work. Vibrations that go through the floor aren't really stopped by ear plugs. Upward mobility, a higher-paying job, and a realtor who deals in abandoned farmsteads in the wilderness are my real chance.
    Hazel_1914
    I think I'm depressed.
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    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    @Markness Thanks friend; actually you & a few others helped by example.
    If I don't get this stuff under control I'll end up disabled from it or dead. Thought I was going to die last summer. That isn't the plan. So time to see about fixing it.
    Markness
    Markness
    I felt that way as well. Society really needs to take mental health more seriously.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    I had to cut a staph infection out of my stomach with a match, a tin of black-salve, and the needle off the old windup victrola. This is why I'm worried that due to depression & lack of function I'm going to end up dead.
    Got to fix this, now.
    Hazel_1914
    Rode 9 miles on a 65-year-old British roadster bicycle at around midnight last night. Restoration is almost done.
    Hazel_1914
    Going waterboarding in Guantanamo Bay sounds like an awesome vacation if you don't know what that is. End legalized torture.
    oregano
    oregano
    I read earlier today that the US spy thriller TV show "24", which was created to push the War on Terror, got so rah-rah about how wonderful, justified, and useful torture was that the commanders of West Point had to send a few guys to Los Angeles to get the producers to tone down the scripts.
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    Greatshield17
    Just think of how many taxpayer dollars could’ve gone to helping your fellow-Autistic Americans as opposed to supporting the oh, so successful War on Terror…
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